Sometimes, heart cannot afford a payment called "just friends" :')

Everything starts with friendship. They may end up partners but some stay as is. But what if the one you love can only offer you one thing. "FRIENDSHIP" nothing more, nothing less. It sucks like hell to hear the one you love saying "let's stay friends" :'( No matter how painful it is, you just gotta learn to accept it.

I'm happy now with my so-called "special friend". Ya, I knew him much, damn so good in flirting! That's why I really don't know where this special treatment will lead us. PARTNERS? or FRIENDZONE?

But I guess, though I don't really want to admit it, I think I'm starting to like him. I hate myself! right from the start I knew what kind of man is he. It may sound rude but honestly some people call him flirt-jerk thingy. Hahaha! It sounds ridiculous and liking him is twice as ridiculous! Ohgahd. -.- 

You know what's the sad part here? Ya. he's sweet.thoughtful.caring f.r.i.e.n.d. but. Ugh?! I don't really want to get attached with him. I just don't wanna get hurt. period.

WANNA KNOW WHY?

Because, Sometimes, heart cannot afford a payment called "just friends" :')