IF ONLY :'(

If time was moving backwards the smoke would turn to trees and ice would melt from water and rivers run from seas and fall would follow winter and summer’d turn to spring and you’d be back with me.. 

If I’d paid more attention, heard every word you said. If I’d thought about you more and me a little less. And if I would have noticed 
the things I didn’t see then you’d be back with me.. 

Back in these arms that are empty without you. Back in my world 
that revolved around you, Tears would run back to my eyes. The rain would fall up to the sky… 

If our love was a movie and I saw it in reverse the end would never happen cause goodbye’d come first. And all this pain I’m feeling would turn to ecstasy and you’d be back with me 

YOU’D BACK WITH ME :’(

Each night before I go to sleep there is only one thing I would like to wish and make happen. Obviously, I couldn’t ask for any other person but you. All my 11:11 stupid wishes was spent on you and I do hope it will never be wasted. Every time I was asked to think of a person I would like to be with, I will never fail no mention your name. Upon all of my dreams, our love is what I want to come into life. I know by this time, it’s still impossible to have you back because as I can see, you’re still happy with someone else, and honestly, it totally breaks my heart. This is becoming too hard, this smile I’m faking when I see you with her is becoming too hard to force, hiding the pain in my voice when I talk to you is becoming impossible. I wish I could tell you the truth. I LOVE YOU. :’(